Was he my first love ?

i believe its your first time experiencing strong feelings for someone. You like him a lot and feel like he's giving you a little attention so it makes you feel great inside. but then you are too shy to actually tell him. are you really mad at the girl who likes him or is it REALLY that you are mad at yourself? You will experience these feelings for the rest of your life. it wont always be the same person. and it may even happen when you are in a relationship with someone else. we are all human. we see people daily in our lives that we are attracted too. people we find interesting or talkative. people who make you feel something. but as far as love goes, that isnt a one way street. you may have strong feelings for him but if those feelings arent returned, if you know that you dont really truly know this person. if you havent shared your secrets or experienced things together, then its not REAL love. real love is what grows between two people. you are going to fall in love many many times throughout your life, but you will know when its true love! this guy is a crush...but i will tell you it has potential to be love. you have to grow out of your shyness if you really want this guy. he sounds like he may like you too. you just have to go for it!!!